1st Attemp...

Jalan-jalan kat Duthie Park... Sajer try... Takde ilmu apa pun, main belasah ambik jer....

Perihal Susu Ibu dan Macam-Macam Hal...

Aku dah officially sign surat cerai dengan SLB. Sekarang tengah tunggu decision diorang pasal shipment barang2 nak balik Malaysia dan tiket kami anak beranak. Perasaan aku? Memula, sedih, even 'ex-officemate' aku ada bagitau, you must be happy since you're no longer working with SLB. Tapi, aku sebenarnya agak sedih. Tapi, sekarang aku dah get over it. Aku yakin ada hikmah disebaliknya even aku langsung tak start buat resume pun lagi.... hahahahha!!!! Anyway, pagi tadi, bila aku berblog hopping, aku ada terbaca pasal breastfeed and orang yang tak breastfeed. Sebenarnya, masa aku still lagi pregnant, ada ex-colleague aku tanya, how do you plan to feed your baby since I plan to full BF?? And I was like (straightaway without further thinking, but just kept in my heart), it was not even an option!!! We Malaysian, we always BF our kids!!! Ditambah pulak dengan hospital dekat sini yang penuh poster siap dengan calculation to show that BF is not only very beneficial, but it also can save you lots of penny!!!!

Lepas tue, waktu raya tahun lepas, waktu Mar & Zali drop by kat Aberdeen, diorang pun bagitau BF laa anak nanti, sangat bagus n aku still tak rasa apa sebab aku langsung tak pernah fikir benda-benda macam ni. Macam orang Melayu yang tau, lunch makan nasik (yang perut pure nasik laaa) not an option to choose benda lain macam pasta ke roti ke...

Sampai laaa aku terbaca kat Harian Metro tak lama lepas tu yang hanya 14% rakyat Malaysia yang menyusukankan anak.... Seriously, kenyataan ini sangat mengejutkan aku sebab aku dengan bangganya menegaskan yang rakyat Malaysia memang menyusukan anak...

Setelah aku buat research sedikit sebanyak, ini kesimpulan yang aku dapat; kebanyakan rakyat Malaysia hanya menyusukan anak pada waktu pantang, iaitu lebih kurang 2 bulan, malahan pada bulan kedua, susu formula telah diperkenalkan kepada bayi mereka secara berperingkat. Keadaan ini adalah sejajar dengan cuti bersalin untuk kebanyakan ibu yang bekerja hanyalah 2 bulan. Berbanding di UK, kempen penysuan ibu secara ekslusif boleh dijalankan secara meluas kerana cuti bersalin di sini ialah sepanjang 6 bulan.

So, aku sangat bersyukur aku cuti secara full paid 6 bulan, jadi aku memang berpeluang susukan anak aku. Itupun aku agak kantoi sebab aku start kenalkan anak aku solid food bila dia baru 4 setengah bulan, sebab mula-mula aku plan nak tinggalkan anak aku kat Malaysia. Tapi tak jadi sebab tak sampai hati dan Alhamdulillah, aku hilang kerja, so, aku still boleh susukan anak aku.... Dulu bila baru balik sini, aku kerja 2 minggu, berusaha gak laaa aku yang pemalas ni untuk perah susu. Kadang-kadang tak cukup pun yang aku tinggalkan, nasib baik dia dah 6 bulan lebih and dah boleh makan solid food.

Aku cuma berharap, untuk anak-anak aku yang lain, aku akan ada duit yang cukup so, kalau pun aku cuma cuti 2 bulan untuk bersalin, aku boleh tambah lagi 4 bulan cuti tanpa gaji untuk jaga anak aku betul-betul. Aku jugak berharap yang aku dapat susukan anak aku sampai diorang genap 2 tahun bagi menyempurnakan sunnah... Amin....

Oklah, cukup-cukup pasal BF... last pergi tengok Harry Potter kat Vue. Honestly, agak kureng sebab tak banyak action, lawak pun kurang... Nie wayang yang kedua Faheem tengok. First, Upin & Ipin kat Malaysia. Alhamdulillah, dia tak banyak ragam.... Yup, kitorang memang parents yang gila... siap bawak anak gi wayang, karaoke, bercuti etc. Tapi, takdelah selalu pun, aku pun tau laaa limit bila dah ada anak....

Weekend nie pulak nak gi Manchester, nak shopping sikit sebelum balik Malaysia. Hopefully, everything will go smooth...

27 and....

Yesterday at 4.43am (GMT +8.00) I was officially 27.

My achievement.... Let me say it out loud.... 27 and JOBLESS!!!! YUP.... I'm jobless!!! For the 1st time in my life since I was 19...

When I was 19, I work as sales person, then I enter UNITEN to further my degree program. When I was on my 3rd year, I need more money for the rent, car and cheap clothes, so I worked at TGV KLCC, then when I was on my final year, I did 2 jobs, TGV KLCC and tuition for the needy students. The minute I finished my final exam paper during my glorious UNITEN years, i already knew that I'm gonna work for Schlumberger. Since the paperwork + interview was taking forever, I managed to stay at home for 1++ months but my mak was already screaming about me lazying around at house while other people already have their so called career!!!

Then, just after I agreed to work with the big blue, knowing the paperwork will taking forever, I ddecided to work at SONY EMCS Bangi as Design Engineer. Anyway, I need money to buy proper kebaya or dress for convocation (which end up sayang yang bayarkan since it cost me RM300 and it just to much money for me at the time, with my RM 1900 salary after tax, with duit makan, tol, minyak, kereta etc...), make-up, nak raya lagi, and I suddenly decided to engaged my sayang.... So, when I finally flew to Paris, I was penniless!!! Mak and ayah had to gave me RM1000 (aroung EUR200+) as duit belanja since I was broke!!! But after that, my life started to change bit by bit. Money was no longer a big issue (even like orang melayu cakap, besar periuk, makin besar kerak meaning duit mmemang tak pernah cukup!!!). I even managed to save 'some' money after 1 and half year working for house down payment and my big day!!! Hmm... Then, I started to be friends with Coach, Nine West, Bally, MAC, Bobby Brown etc... So, even money was no longer a big issues, my saving is so down to the drain.... Skip the few years boring stories, I'M NOW OFFICIALLY JOBLESS!!! Well said then....

On the positive sides, I'm kinda lucky that I'm not yet broke and penniless (maybe in few months time!!!), I have one handsome boy as my investment later on if I die... Amin!!! Faheem tolong doakan Mummy banyak-banyak yea...??? I have another handsome big boy that always drive me crazy, yet I just love him every moment of my life and I have 24hours for my 2 handsome boys.... So, I'm HAPPY!!!!

So, note for myself, HAPPY 27 BIRTHDAY and be thankful of everything that I have and don't cry for things that I don't have....

Today on 2007

Hahaha, sulah genap lua taun wa kawen! Hari ni 07/07/2009, cam tak caya dah 2 tahun kahwin. Dah ada anak sorang pun. Skali-skala tengok gambar kat sebelah, rasa meremang gak aa bulu tengkuk. Masa tu gugup tak aa sangat, cuma konfiden tu kurang aa skit. Well, so far so good. Up and down tu biasa laa. Kadang2 memang sengaja cari pasal, baru harmoni, hua, hua, hua. Tak gitu sayang?!

She complete me... Cewah! Cam citer Jerry Maguire laks. Actually memang ada kebenaran di situ. I believe that no body is perfect. There is always a missing part. So, it's kinda selfish to say this, but, I need her to fill the missing part of my life. Why her? Aha, that is the miracle of marriage. I meet a lot of girl b4 her, honestly. People even called me a player (that is not so true! err, half true perhaps, lol). But with her, I feel that I can rule the world. Sometime she made me happy, and sometime she just drove me crazy.

The point is... there is none. I used the "missing part" theory bcoz she always ask me why I choose her. Well darling, it is not me who choose you, but God made me falling in love with you. I'm really really thankful, and bcoz of it I know that God still love me. Bak dalam cerita Cinta, "Isteri adalah anugerah".

Happy 2nd Anniversary Sayang! Muuaaahhhhh!