December 16, 2009

“Jua, Sila Pilih Kami!!”


Jua, sila ah pilih keluarga kami kerana kami tak ada lagi gambo family yang cantik-cantik...!!!! Kalau yang cantik-cantik mesti tak complete satu family sebab dalam family kami x ramai yang ada skill power cam Jua.... hahahah!!!! (ayat bodek kah itu...????) Kalu x caya, ni laaaa gambo paling cantik satu family yang kami ada sempena birthday Faheem.... huhuuhu!!! Sedih tak....??!!!

Semoga kami terpilih... Amin!!!! Nanti leh wat photoshoot kat Tasik Shah Alam.... hehehhe!!!

December 07, 2009

Kehilangan...

Last few days, aku ada terbaca kes accident, yang involve including sorang baby. Sebenarnya, aku jarang baca paper yang beli kat kedai, tapi jarang miss baca paper kat internet. The best part baca paper kat internet ialah aku boleh saring cerita-cerita yang aku nak baca saja. Since aku seorang yang suka hidup kat la-la land, aku paling tak suka cerita-cerita yang ada aura-aura negatif such as accident, death, rasuah, bunuh, ragut etc.

Tapi bila tetiba aku terblog hop kat satu blog yang ada entry pasal salam takziah, aku pun terbukak, terbaca dan terjumpa artikel pasal this accident. Terus aku emo dan sedih sebab aku ada anak, and I believe that nobody want to lose their love one, especially their baby, yang kita duk tatang, hadap and belai 24-7. (That's why I hate to read about kes buang bayi, sebab pada aku sangat tidak berperi kemanusiaan).

Anyway, bila aku dah terbaca artikel tu, aku berazam untuk tak cari blog mak baby tu sebab I don't want to get too attached and too sedih. But, part of me still berharap aku akan terblog hop ke situ, and I found it this morning. Bukak2 jer blog tu, terus ada video arwah anak beliau tengah naik troli kat supermarket, and there it goes, aku sangat carried away... I know, I will never can understand or feel the same way as the mother, but to think of it pun aku dah tak sanggup!!! As dalam buku Lemony's Snickett, if you haven't lost someone, you just never know the feeling, lebih kurang gitulah ayat dia...

Apa-apa pun, aku selalu doa, supaya Allah panjangkan umur kami suami isteri supaya kami dapat jaga anak kami dengan penuh kasih sayang (kalau pun bukan dengan kemewahan) dan aku pohonkan agar Allah panjangkan umur Ameerul Faheem agar dia dapat mandikan aku saat tibanya waktu aku nanti....

For the family, even if you're not reading this blog, salam takziah. I'm very sorry to hear the news but trust me, he'll be waiting for you di pintu syurga. Itu janji Allah. Semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan...

December 06, 2009

Gambar Budak Umur 1 Tahun...



















P/S: Daddy tengah study kat luar, so, Mummy tak leh tidor.... Ni laaa muka official saya pada umur 1 tahun (30-Nov-09). Yang waktu birthday party tue tak officially sangat sebab buat on 29-Nov-2009 since hari Ahad... speaking of which, bila laaa Mummy nak upload gambar waktu party (party laaa sangat!!!) kat blog nih.... Anyway, good luck Daddy, exam Isnin nie, Faheem n Mummy doakan Daddy lulus exam...

December 01, 2009

Setahun Yang Lalu...

f***Entry ini diambil dari blog Friendster di bawah tajuk MANUSIA HANYA MAMPU MERANCANG dan telah diedit sesuka hati....***


Sewaktu entri ini ditulis, putera sulung aku, Ameerul Faheem Al Fazree sedang nyenyak tidur di dalam Moses Basketnya di ruang tamu... Aku pula sedang berada di dalam bilik... No, I'm not such a bad mummy, just thanks to technology, my hubby bought us a baby monitor (just arrived today) so that I can monitor my baby even though not being in front of him....

Agenda aku untuk December 2008 (I'm officially start my 6 months maternity leave on 1-Dec-2008)

Friday 28-Nov:

Last day at work. Mixed feeling. I think I'm gonna missed my office... Went home at 8.30pm after finishing all my designated tasks.

29-Nov:

Do house chores!!!! Gosh!!! Rumah aku sgt macam tongkang pecah since aku bagi alasan kat hubby, it's ok, I'll be finishing job soon. I'll do it then.... Lagipun, Health Service Representative nak dtg umah on 5-Dec. Petang lak plan nak gi tgk Madagascar 2. Tiket pun dah beli... Premier Seat lagi... (We still keep the ticket with us. I plan to keep the ticket forever...)

30-Nov:

Last minute baby shopping. Banyak lagi important items yang tak beli lagi... So, kena go through all the important lists and buy it all... Lagipun, sekarang kan tgh X-mas sales...

3-Dec:

Gi office dlm lunch utk amik X-mas hamper and do SFE Control that late afternoon with Juan... Plan nak habiskan a few topics... (I never managed to get my promotion with Schlumberger until my last day of working on 3-Jul-2009. Part of me feel disappointed about it. But maybe, it just never meant to be, I guess... It will forever be in the past and what I need now is to move on, get over it and look into the future...)

5-Dec:

Plan nak prepare stuffs for going to Manchester. Sandwiches, emergency bags etc...

6-Dec:

Start our journey to Manchester. It'll be a very relaxing journey since we plan to do lotsa pit stop, considering my condition yang sarat ini...

7-Dec:

Sayang kena belajar utk exam next day, so, I plan to go for some shopping. (Sayang didn't take the exam on this day. He had to provide the 'surat tunjuk sebab' to postpone the exam. He took the exam during my maternity leave while we were at our home country. He flew to Manchester for 5 days purposely to take the exam. The travel was covered by Schlumberger that time, so, why not???)

8-Dec:

Sayang supposed to take exam today. So, lepak jer kat rumah Wee... Pas Sayang habis exam, leh gi makan kat Jati or Subway Halal kat sini.... Meatball Marinara.... YUMMY!!!! (If I'm not mistaken, Jati is no longer exist in Manchester. So, aku memang tak pernah laaa merasa makan kat Jati. FYI, Mawi pernah buat shooting kat sini. I was addicted to Subway when I was in UK. Might be because it was not easy to reach from Aberdeen for the HALAL Subway. It took 3 hours journey by car to get to Glasgow, the nearest HALAL Subway. So, I really treasure the moment with my meatball marinara. Here, since it's to easy, there's no challenge anymore...)

9-Dec:

Start our journey to Glasgow. Plan to sleep at Travelodge kat Glasgow Airport.

10-Dec:

Pick-up my parents at Glasgow Airport. Pastu balik Aberdeen....

The rest of the month until my labour, just lepak kat rumah, study and relax....


WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED....

Friday 28-Nov:

Bila dah sampai rumah, lepak and dinner, seperti biasa aku suka tengok TV kat depan ngan Sayang. Kitorang tengok citer JAWS (tak ingat yg mana satu...) malam tuh... Aku siap sound Sayang lagi yang aku nie sarat, apa laaa suruh aku tengok citer yg ganas2 nih... (since aku x pernah tgk citer JAWS...) it turned out that the movie was awesome!!! Pastu, takder citer best kat TV, tapi aku still melangut depan TV and Sayang lepak kat dalam bilik layan anime (aku x suka tengok kat laptop sebab kerusi dia x comfy cam sofa kat depan...) Then, macam biasa, aku tertidur depan TV. Sayang kejutkan aku bangun dalam pukul 2pagi and we went straight to bed.

Around 4am, suddenly I felt so wet!!!! Seluar and baju aku habis semua basah!!! Aku kejutkan Sayang and it turned out our bed sheets dah membentuk peta dunia!!!! My water broke!!! I was kinda panic because, 1st, I absolutely didn't expect it, 2nd, I didn't feel any contractions coming!!! Sayang dengan relaxnya suruh tukar baju and sambung tidur!!! (FYI, the water can be broke at any time, between the 1st stage contraction to THE SHOW(labour)!!! So, kalau bukan 2nd stage contraction, jangan nak gatal gi hospital since kalu pergi pun dia suruh balik and do all the method to handle contractions that been taught during the free antenatal class.. (Did I already mention that it's FREE???)

Tapi aku rasa x sedap hati sbb aku baru 36 minggu!!! Another month to go. Lagipun, most of the experience people told me that usually, for the first baby it's going to be late a few days... So, aku mintak Sayang ambik Emergency Contact No. so that I can call the hospital. (Oh, my Sayang memang sangat teratur... Dia selalu prepare for stuffs, soooo contradict from me!!!)

I gave a call to Midwife Unit (untuk bersalin secara normal tanpa menggunakan epidural atau planned C-Section; if you choose to use epidural, or need to do C-Section or any other medical reason, your case will be referred to Labour Ward instead.) They told me that I can come in the morning (around 8-9am). Then I told the that I'm only 36 weeks; that was when they told me to call **** Ward (GOSH!!! I totally forgot the ward name!!!) I gave the ward a call and they asked me to relax and come over in half an hour.

Since we didn't prepare for the situation, kitorang pun start packing barang2. Aku taktau nak bawak apa, cuma ward dah bagitau prepare macam nak pergi labour. Luckily, kitorang memang ada list barang yang kena bawak. So, dengan agak kekurangan resources, bawak jer apa2 yang rasa penting. Nasib baik jugak kitorang ada beli Ready Bag Mothercare. At least some of the stuffs dah memang ada.... Dalam pukul 5am, kitorang sampai hospital.

Bila dah setel2 semua, midwife checked condition aku, and found out yg aku dah ada contraction even aku tak rasa apa2. Midwife suh aku lepak kat ward dulu since Dr. akan bgtau aku boleh balikke tak dalam 8-9 pagi..... They took the amniotic fluid and it IS confirmed that my water is broke!!! I had to change the maternity pad regularly to check the colour of the amniotic fluid. If it's pink, I'm fine. But if it's greyish or greenesh then, I'm in trouble since there's a possibility for the baby to drown.

As time passed by, finally around lunch, they told me that I had to stay in the hospital since I was only 36 weeks + 5 days, not 37 weeks full term yet. DAMN!!! As being me who never being admitted in the hospital and already had the instinct, this can't be good, I was really not happy!!!! But my Sayang told me, what doctor said was the best for both of us, I agreed. The weird thing was I never actually met the Dr. All the process was examined by the midwife and nobody EVER checked my dilation. So, since it was confirmed that I had to stay, we decided that my Sayang should go home to do the house chores as our house was really like 'tongkang pecah!!!'. He as well needed to get some other important stuffs for me that we overlooked since WE WERE TOTALLY UNPREPARED!!!!

Just before midnight, I started to feel the contraction getting stronger. At one point, I couldn't bare it anymore so the midwife gave me paracetamol for pain killers (as preggie mummy over here, we are not allowed to consume any other pain killers such as aspirin etc. So, panadol actifast is a big NO NO!!! Macamlaa ada kat sini pun!!!). The also offered me the TENS Machine, the 'so called' machine that supposed to help you to cope with contraction. At first, it was really helpful since it's distracted my mind from the contraction. After time, since my brain wasn't stupid enough to be fool by the machine, the contraction kept bugging my sleepless night!!! It was the most horrible period pain I ever experienced. Every half an hour the contraction will come resulting wide open on my eyes just like we saw in the horror movies...

Later on, my Sayang texted me asking for my condition. I told him about the strong contraction and asked him to get enough sleep since it is almost certain that he will be needed the next day. Unexpected, he arrived soon enough and told me that he couldn't leave me alone here!!! HOW SWEET!!! Around 2am when I really felt like dying, finally, the midwife checked my dilation for the 1st time and it was only 4cm!!! She told me that I need to wait until the dilation to be 10cm in order to deliver the baby. Helplessly, I just asked my Sayang to play Yaasin on his mobile and he helped me to cope with all the pain through out the night... Around 5-6am, again, I called the midwife and this was the time she told me the bad news, she was alone at that unit, they were running out of staffs and the labour ward was full!!!! So, I just need to wait. She offered me morphine, but being me who against the usage of epidural and drugs, I refused...

Around 7am, the good news finally came... there was an empty spot at the labour ward, so they asked us to packed our stuffs. Ironically, when they were about to push me on the wheelchair (yup!!! I couldn't even walking!!!) towards the labour ward, I saw the breakfast was about to come. I was like, it's ok, I'll get something at the labour ward without knowing that it was only a false dream....

Sunday, 30-Nov-2008, 8.00am:

We reached at the labour ward and the midwife checked my dilation. OMG!!! With all the pain, it was only open for 5cm!!!! So she decided to give me the drips to encourage the contraction and manually break the water that covered the baby's head. GOSH!!! I felt so embarrassed and the pain was just undescribable!!! I was crying out loud and couldn't stop since!!! I kept on crying and they offered me some the ethonox gas to again, 'so called' help to cope with contraction which I think b******!!!! It just made me dizzy and by the time the contractions kept coming every 5minutes, I started to act like maniac!!!! At this time, the midwife was busying explaining 'important' (yup!!! really important) stuffs, but since I was half way knocked down, I can't really bother!!! Antaranya yg aku dengar, in certain condition, we might have to cut you, we don't usually do that, and i know it's not nice yada yada yada.... and I was like, Yeah, don't really fancy that, but I understand..... and some other stuffs like, we're going to give your baby Vitamin K because your baby yada yada yada.... and my baby is not even here yet!!!! (Note to self: in the future, don't forget to tell the doctor or midwife that I have G6PD trait in the family and Vitamin K ca kill the baby straight away. Luckily Faheem doesn't have it. We knew it when Faheem down to jaundice and at that moment, we just realised that it was not common in UK to check for G6PD. It's good practice as well to tell the doctor or midwife your family health history the minute you know you're pregnant, regardless where you are...)

Lepas tue, tetiba aku rasa macam sembelit yang amat sangat.... Midwife suruh aku push, tapi being sleepy and hungry, aku memang sangat tak ada tenaga untuk push.... My Sayang kept remind me to ingat Allah, and surah Yaasin dari handset kept on playing under my pillow..... Aku mmemang kept on mengerang sakit..... aku tak tau nak describe sakit yang macam mana.... aku memang dah nangis2 sebab sangat sakit.... (aku memang seorang manusia yang sangat x tahan sakit!!! kalu demam sikit pun, aku akan ngada2 cam sakit sesangat..... and that's why aku sangat jarang sakit!!!) Aku cakap aku tak larat nak push and aku tanak push lagi, tp hubby bgtau, sikit ajer lagi, kepala baby mmg dah kuar, tp sbb aku x habis push, so kepala baby masuk balik!!! Ada la dlm 10-15 kali aku push, bila last sekali aku grunt sekuat hati cam nak kumpul energy and tetiba aku rasa cam lega teiba... Laju jer.... aku mmg dah nangis2 waktu tuh, too bad, bukan nangis happy, tapi nangis sebab sakit.... 10.50am, aku dgr suara baby nangis.... midwife nak letak baby atas perut aku, aku cam fobia sakit, so aku siap ckp kt midwife, can you please pass the baby to the daddy? Bengong sungguh!!!! Pastu apatah midwife tuh cakap kat aku and dia terus letak baby kat atas perut aku.... Surprisingly, baby terus senyap!!!! Aku yg stil l mamai baru teringat nak tanya kat hubby... 'Sayang, anak kita laki ke pompuan?' (In Aberdeen, they won't tell you the gender of the baby during the scan since they had been sued for telling the parents the wrong gender!!! Orang kt sini obses sikit, tau jer anak pompuan, terus cat bilik kaler pink and serba serbi pink...) Sayang bagitau anak lelaki... Mummy's instinct is always correct!!!

Bila tengok muka baby yg tenang, aku lupa jap sakit yg aku baru alami. Aku ingat penderitaan dah abih, rupanya ada lagi..... Bab nak kuarkan uri and jahit stitches and nak bersihkan segala.... Ya Allah!!!! trauma aku rasa.... and again, aku nangis lagi.... Bila dah habis all the horible 'post-natal' process, baru laaa aku rasa tenang and aku leh menikmati moment ngan anak aku..... Waktu tue, terngiang2 apa yg aku just went through but bila tengok baby, aku rasa tak regret langsung!!!! Yg aku rasa, hanyalah perasaan yg amat tenang and rasa tak caya langsung aku dah jadik mummy.... Lepas tue memula, kitorang x berani nak angkat baby, so, Sayang terpaksa azan and iqamat kan baby kat atas perut aku jer.... hihiih!!!!

Aku rasa, ada hikmahnya aku bersalin awal dari expected. Sebabnya, sampai saat aku nak bersalin, aku sebenarnya langsung tak bersedia sebab aku sangat fobia!!! Aku sangat penakut untuk go through the process!!! Aku x leh baca any info pasal labour sbb aku takut!!! So, kalu aku ditakdirkan beranak on EDD, alamatnya mesti aku ketakutan, at least bila things happen early than expected, aku cam x sempat rasa takut....

Apa2 hal, alhamdulillah, everything went OK. Aku selamat, baby selamat, apa lagi nak risau...? Parents aku bila dgr air ketuban aku pecah, terus tukar tiket flight, datang awal....... Banyak benda dah lari dari plan asal bila baby lahir awal, tapi aku yakin, semua ada hikmah..... Sangat kesian kat Sayang, since memula, memang dia terpaksa setel semua sendiri, masak untuk aku (kat hospital, aku just leh makan veggie option, so, x best sangat..), terkejar-kejar untuk beli barang-barang baby since kitorang x sempat nak beli (n x tau pun apa yang penting utk dibeli... bila baby dah lahir baru sedar, benda yang kitorang beli awal2, banyaknya, benda yg x penting!!!!) nak uruskan uri n nak kemas umah.... So, dia memang x leh nak lawat aku kat hospital waktu siang.... So, bila waktu melawat, orang lain sumer meriah ngan org, aku sesorang, tapi x kisah pun, sbb aku faham dia pun penat....

That's all that I can think about regarding my experience.... Until now, aku still terbayang2 rasa sakit bersalin, tapi, I don't mind to trough it again since being a mummy makes me complete as a woman....

November 30, 2009

Happy Birthday, Ameerul Faheem...


Lebih kurang 8 jam dari sekarang, (because of the time difference) setahun lepas, Ameerul Faheem telah dilahirkan di Aberdeen Maternity Hospital, Scotland. Cepatnya masa berlalu.... Banyak sangat yang nak diceritakan dan terlalu banyak gambar yang nak diupload. Will do bit by bit today....

Apa-apa pun, Happy 1st Birthday to my beloved baby (who is no longer a small baby anymore!!!) huhuhuh!!!!.... Mummy & Daddy love you so much, kami doakan Faheem membesar menjadi anak yang soleh, ikut perintah Allah, dengar cakap Mummy & Daddy, jadi anak yang bijak pandai dan sihat sentiasa.....

Don't worry, Mummy and Daddy tak ada plan nak tambah adik lagi buat masa nie, but if the time come, we hope you'll become the best Abang your future sibling(s) can ask for...

A lot of thing had happened in the past year, too much bitter and sweet experiences, but we still manage to go through every bit of it since we know, we need to be extra strong for you... You are our main reason for us to still standing....




Love,
Mummy & Daddy

November 28, 2009

Tolong Nasihat Eila...

Org umah aku tgh kemaruk main cafe world. Hari tu dia kata dah siap masak, dan dan aku pi dapur tgk. Hampeh! Rupanya benda alah yg dia masak tuu kat cafe world. Minum air kosong aje laa. Guna aku punya facebook pulak tu, ceh!

November 26, 2009

Kementerian, sila beri penjelasan!

Berhubung isu calculator casio 570 ms/es:-

" Lembaga Peperiksaan ingin mengingatkan semua calon agar mereka sentiasa merujuk Jadual Waktu Peperiksaan untuk butiran tentang masa peperiksaan, peringatan kepada calon, arahan-arahan serta amaran yang perlu dipatuhi semasa menduduki peperiksaan. Mereka juga dikehendaki membawa Kad Pengenalan dan Borang Perakuan Calon Peperiksaan SPM 2009 masing-masing pada setiap masa mereka berada di bilik atau dewan peperiksaan. Ini adalah penting bagi menjamin pengurusan dan pengendalian peperiksaan berjalan dengan lancar"

link: http://www.moe.gov.my/?id=26&aid=449

Persoalan: Apakah arahan dan amaran tersebut? Kat mana nak cari? Dalam laman web KPM ada tak? Kenapa dalam laman web KPM tak ada? Laman web KPM tak update atau KPM sendiri yang tak up to date?

" Jadual Waktu Peperiksaan SPM 2009: Arahan E: Penggunaan Kalkulator Saintifik. Calon dibenarkan menggunakan kalkulator saintifik mengikut spesifikasi yang ditetapkan...(Rujuk Peraturan dan Panduan Peperiksaan SPM 2009)"

link: http://www.e-smtsp1.net/e107_files/downloads/jadualwaktuspm2009pin1-5feb2009.pdf

Persoalan: Apa spesifikasi yang ditetapkan oleh KPM? Kenapa tak list down terus dalam dokumen jadual ni? Adakah KPM kekurangan kakitangan untuk buat audit dan senaraikan terus jenis kalkulator berserta modelnya sekali? Kenapa dokumen jadual peperiksaan spm ini tidak ada dalam laman web KPM?

" GARIS PANDUAN DAN ARAHAN PEPERIKSAAN SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA 2009 B. ARAHAN AM KEPADA KETUA PENGAWAS PEPERIKSAAN (KPP): 7. Ketua Pengawas Peperiksaan hendaklah memastikan kalkulator saintifik yang tidak boleh diprogram sahaja dibawa masuk ke dewan/bilik peperiksaan."

link: http://www.mrsmkm.edu.my/muar/pdf/JadualWaktuSPM2009.pdf

Persoalan: Adakah kalkulator CASIO FX 570 ms/es boleh diprogram? Sekiranya kalkulator ini tidak boleh diprogram, kenapa KPP tersebut melarang penggunaan kalkulator ini? Siapakah yang layak untuk menjadi KPP dan apakah syaratnya? Adakah KPP yg dilantik oleh KPM tidak kompeten? Siapa pegawai yg melantik KPP?

Spesifikasi Asas Kalkulator Casio FX 570 ms/es

link: http://edu.casio.com/products/standard/fx570ms/

link: http://edu.casio.com/products/adves/fx570esplus/

Fakta: Kalkulator Casio FX 570 ms/es tidak boleh diprogram. Model ms adalah model standard dan model es paparan skrinnya lebih canggih. Casio FX 570 ms/es memang bertujuan untuk educational purpose. Model ini memang boleh menyimpan Variable Memories, begitu juga dengan model FX 350 ms/es. Programmable Calculator yg dikeluarkan oleh casio hanya ada 4 model, iaitu fx-50plus, fx 5800,p, fx 3650p, dan fx 4500pa.

Kesimpulan: Nak simpul apa lagi. Gi aa buat research sendiri. Aku nangis bukan apa, aku pernah jadi cikgu pratikal kat 3 buah sekolah, 1 fail, 2 lepas tu lulus ngan cermelang. ahaks. So, aku ada pengalaman jaga budak amik exam. Waktu tu aku cukup berdebar. sebab apa? aku tertanya-tanya, boleh ke anak murid aku ni jawab soalan? cukup tak ilmu yg aku ajar? umur aku time tu dalam awal 20 an, tapi aku cukup risau. So, ada benda dalam kes ni yg aku duk menung. Mana cikgu-cikgu yg ngajor math kat bebudak SMART ni? Takkan diorg gi ngeteh. Takkan tak boleh datang sekejap sebelum exam start, bagi motivasi kat bebudak. Guru-guru dilarang berada hampir dengan dewan? Bullshit! berapa hampir? 5 meter, 10 meter? takkan kene buang kerja laa kalo ko datang sekejap tengok bebudak masuk dewan. at least kalo ader cikgu time kecoh-kecoh tu, boleh gak gi slow talk kat KPP. Aku tau KPP memang sombong sebab tu bukan sekolah dia, lagipun dia ada power. kalo KPP halau, gi cari guru besar. minta guru besar kontek KPM minta penjelasan. Bagi aku laa, the whole sistem mmg FAIL! KPM, KPP, Cikgu Sekolah, habis hancur! Budak boleh call bapa minta beli kalkulator, kompom budak tu boleh ngadu kat cikgu. Kalau cikgu dia ada kat situ laa, nak lari pi bilik guru tak sempat. Kalo sempat pun, yakin ke cikgu dia ada kat situ, ke kat kantin tengah sembang pasal bola. Yelaa, time cuti sekolah kan. baik lepak kat umah, gaji jalan.

Persoalan: APAKAH TINDAKAN DARI KPM?

Jawapan: ... ... ...

p/s: Org slalu dok tanya kenapa aku tak jadi cikgu lepas grad. Penaklukan Mantik. Aku baca buku. Aku mengajar budak. So, serupa aku suruh budak tu baca buku yg aku baca. And esok lusa dia buat benda yg sama kat anak murid dia. Camana nak maju? Aku memang nak jadi cikgu, tapi aku nak ajar supaya budak tu jadi jurutera, doktor, lawyer, KPP yg tak sengal batu, Pengarah KPM, etc. So, aku kena involve dalam bidang-bidang tersebut dulu. Ada paham? Faham cikgu!

-AL-

November 25, 2009

BODOH Punya Ketua Pengawas Peperiksaan!!!

Petikan Berita Harian Selasa, 24-Nov-2009

Calon SPM dihalang guna kalkulator

Oleh Ravale Savarinathan
bhnews@bharian.com.my

Pelajar Smart tidak dibenar bawa Casio 570ES, 570MS jawab soalan kertas Matematik

TELUK INTAN: Seramai 89 ibu bapa calon Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) Sekolah Menengah Abdul Rahman Talib (Smart) di sini kesal dan kecewa dengan tindakan penyelia peperiksaan sekolah itu menghalang calon menggunakan kalkulator jenis Casio 570ES dan Casio 570MS untuk ujian Matematik 1 dan Matematik 2, semalam.

Selain ibu bapa, ada calon dikatakan menangis ketika keluar dari dewan sekolah kerana terlalu kecewa berikutan calon lain di semua 23 pusat peperiksaan di daerah Hilir Perak tidak dikenakan larangan berkenaan.

Pengawal keselamatan dari Kampung Selabak, Hamzah Jumari, 55, berkata anak perempuannya menangis teresak-esak ketika menelefonnya jam 9.30 pagi sambil memintanya segera membelikan satu mesin kira-kira jenama Casio model 350.

"Dia memberitahu saya ketua pengawas pusat peperiksaan melarang calon menggunakan model 570 dan hanya model 350 saja boleh digunakan.

"Anak saya beritahu kebanyakan soalan kertas Matematik 1 tidak dapat dijawab dengan tepat kerana ketiadaan kalkulator. Saya terpaksa bergegas ke bandar Teluk Intan untuk mendapatkan kalkulator itu dengan harga RM40 tetapi ia hanya dapat digunakan untuk Matematik 2," katanya ketika ditemui di sini, semalam.

Kerani syarikat swasta, Sarina Sutan Ahmad Nawi, 42, pula berkata anaknya terpaksa menjawab semua soalan kertas Matematik 1 dan 2 tanpa mesin kira-kira kerana beliau tidak dapat keluar pejabat ekoran dibebani tugas penting serta kedudukan pejabatnya yang terlalu jauh dari bandar.

Apa kes sengal batu punya Ketua Pengawas Peperiksaan (KPS) nie??!!!! Tak pergi sekolah ke, atau mengajar PE sampai tak tahu membezakan antara programmable atau non-programmable calculator (programmable calculator is not allowed for the SPM exam)???!!!! Lagi satu, kementerian tak keluarkan ke garis panduan yang menyatakan semua nombor siri kalkulator yang dibenarkan atau tidak untuk SPM??? Lepas tue, apa yang KPS nie sengal batu sangat??? Bukannya sorang dua yang bawak kalkulator tue, TAPI 89!!!!! Takkan tak fikir mesti ada something wrong somewhere.... Kalau tak tau, rujuk laaa dengan yang tahu, tanya laa panggilJabatan Pelajaran ke, Lembaga Peperiksaan ke, handphone ada guna buat apa???? Nie laaa yang orang panggil BODOH SOMBONG!!!!!! In fact, tak salah aku, semua sekolah ada menyediakan kalkulator spare utk kegunaan murid. Tak boleh ker si KPS bangang pergi tanya cikgu sekolah bertugas yang budak2 nie bawak kalkulator yang salah and perlukan kalkulator pinjam (as if!!! sedangkan sah2 kalkulator yang bebudak nie bawak memang dah sah2 boleh bawak masuk dewan exam!!!) Pengawas Peperiksaan lain selain dari KPS nie pun takkan tak tau yang kalkulator nie memang boleh bawak masuk? Tak pergi taklimat ker???

Memanglaaa SPM is not the end of the world, in fact SPM aku dah lepas 10 tahun dulu and result aku pun hampeh jer... Tapi, it is still the beginning of the youth future!!!! Aku sangat marah and emo pasal nie... Tapi seriously, my anger and emotional feelings berasas!!! Even my parents, my smart sister who got almost all A1 in her SPM pun agreed with me. Even my Sayang yang memang susah nak nangis pun menitiskan air mata memikirkan nasib bebudak nie...!!!! Kalaulaa adik aku yang ambil SPM tahun nie dapat KPS sengal batu macam nie, serious, aku sue dia kat court!!!

Yang tambah aku tension, paper2 hari nie lebih fokuskan hal politik yang tah hapa2, hal Chin Peng yang jelas org Malaysia tak nak terima dia, so dah2 laa tue, he got the message already!!! dari buat follow up cerita penting nie.... Ni kes masa depan generasi muda!!! Mana tau, kut2 ada yang boleh jadik best student, tapi x dapat sebab hal nie, mana yg elok2 dapat masuk IPT, tapi x dapt sebab Maths dapat 7 and kena amik paper July!!! Takder saper ke kat Malaysia nie yang pikir pasal consequences isu nie selain dari aku????

Apa tindakan yang patut diambil pada KPS nie? Apa pulak alasan dia tak membenarkan kalkulator CASIO 570 dibawa masuk ke dewan peperiksaan? Apa pula tindakan Pengawas Peperiksaan lain mengenai keputusan ketua mereka? Apa pula tindakan Lembaga Peperiksaan dan Pemeriksa Kertas Peperiksaan yang boleh membantu nasib para pelajar yang seramai 89 orang ini???

Kan banyak isu kat situ.... I would love to see some follow up!!!!

November 22, 2009

Cafe World...

Aku ada Facebook, tapi sangat malas nak update & with my condition right now, I just looove to be invicible!!!! It's just me....

Anyway, satu malam aku nampak Sayang main Cafe World kat FB and I was kinda yelling at him... 'Sayang, don't even start!!! Nanti you addicted!!!' Then dia cakap, dia just bukak sekali jer sehari.... Pastu, I peeked at the game and just for fun, I tried, and guess what!!! I'm sooooooooo addicted right now!!! DAMN!!!! Pastu bila Sayang tak bukak game tue, aku paksa dia bukak dengan alasan, aku tak tau bukak. Dia suruh aku main kat aku nyer FB tapi aku bagi alasan aku malas, nanti aku addicted!!! Malangnya, since aku memang tau semua password Sayang and dia dah ajar aku macam mana nak bukak, aku tersangatlaaaaaaaaaa addicted.... Sangat tensi!!!!

KELUARKAN AKU DARI ADDICTION INI.........

November 21, 2009

November 19, 2009

Faheem's Almost 1....

Yup!!! Dah bertahun x update blog.... M.A.L.A.S!!! Lagipun xder apa yg nak diceritakan....

Just, FAHEEM'S ALMOST 1!!!!! I'm sooooo excited!!!! Igt lagi last year, dengan perut yg besar macam belon, kuatkan hati nak gi kerja pada minggu-minggu akhir dengan semangat, takpe, x lama lagi cuti sebelum baby kuar.... hmmm.... harapan.... Belum pun start cuti, Faheem dah keluar... Tak sabar nak jumpa mummy ngan daddy laaa tue...

Anyway, I'm planning to host Faheem's birthday party next week on 29-Nov-2009. Awal sehari sebab 30-Nov tue hari Isnin.... So, kepada member2 lama x kira MRSMKT ker, KMPP ker, UNITEN ker or yg keje SONY ker, bebudak Aberdeen ker, kalau terjumpak blog nie, message laaa since I lost all of you guys phone number.... And, you guys are all invited to the party (xder laaa besar-besaran pun, kecik2 jer...) alang-alang pagi tue, buat kenduri doa selamat sekali sbb baru masuk rumah yang tak baru, n doa-doa laa semoga kami dimurahkan rezeki.... Aminnn....

Gambar Faheem sangat banyak.... nanti2 laaa aku upload....

September 14, 2009

Lagi Beberapa Hari Nak Raya...

Lamanya tak ranting di sini... Tak tau apa yang nak diceritakan... Masih gemuk seperti dulu, masih tak bekerja seperti dulu dan blog ni pun tak diupdate sampai tak sedar ada komen... Anyway, to Pn. Siken (kalau2 dia baca) my background is electrical engineering, tapi dah terinvolved dalam O&G n dah macam takder hati nak tukar bidang... hehehhe!!! Thanks for the taught anyway...

Yang menarik untuk diceritakan cumalah pasal Faheem yang tumbuh 2 batang gigi bawah. Ada jugak capture pics dia, nanti akan diupdate (bila laaa tue...)

Rumah Shah Alam dah boleh kata 80% as homey as it can be... Syukurlah, at least mata aku tak sakit sangat tengok rumah tue... Still ada a few major repair yang nak kena buat tapi, for the time being, it's OK enough for us.... Tak tau bila nak pindah je... Sayang kata before raya, tapi tak sure boleh ke tak...

Kami sekeluarga dah ada insurans... Yeaaaa!!!!! Setelah ditimbang tara, kitorang pilih Pudential-BSN. Since this blog just for ranting around and story of Faheem, takdelah aku nak tulis detail pasal insurans nie... For us, kami ambil insurans since right now, both of us are jobless, so, kalau apa2 jadi kat kami, kami taknak laaa nanti Faheem kena masuk paper nak minta bantuan ke apa, and kalau kena masuk hospital, takyah lah aku nak bergolok bergadai (ada ke barang yang nak digadaikan since aku tak minat emas pun...). Bukan tak boleh nak masuk government hospital, tapi sekadar backup untuk masuk hospital swasta...

Sebenarnya, masa aku keje ngan SLB dulu, aku memang ambik extra policies untuk masa depan Faheem, tapi ye lah, takdir dah tentukan yang jodoh kami tak panjang... benda2 nie semua buat aku terfikir, kalau kerja, memanglah office akan bagi insurans, so, takyah pening kepala kalau sakit segala, tapi kalau dah berenti, pencen atau kena buang kerja, saper plak nak tolong bayar bil hospital yang confirm boleh cecah ribuan ringgit? And time2 tulah pulak penyakit sibuk nak datang, betul tak???

Oklah, macam dah panjang pulak entry nie... Akhir kata, CAVENZI SUCKS IN EVERY WAYS!!!!!! If you're thinking to get any stuffs from CAVENZI, please think trillion times.... it's just not worth it!!!! Kalau aku nak cerita pun buat sakit hati jer!!! Baik beli kat kedai Ah Chong (bukan nama sebenar), puas hati aku, tak mahal mana, boleh tawar, delivery free, kualiti setanding dengan yang mahal, service tip top... Ini bukan cakap2 kosong since perabot yang mak aku beli 8-9 tahun dulu still elok and boleh guna lagi... Siap dapat free gift and free cuopons....

Apa-apa pun, Selamat mengejar lailatulqadar, Selamat tinggal Ramadhan, moga panjang umur untuk bertemu Ramadhan tahun depan dan Salam Syawal...

August 11, 2009

Should I Apply For Job Already....

... since I dun have the guts to do so... Kan best macam nie, jadik penganggur tak buat apa-apa.... But yet, we need money to pay bills, house installments, ASB and new Coach handbags.... Is there anybody out there can help me to do my resume? Err... from scratch since I didn't keep any updated resume when I started working with Schlumberger.

And, I really need to get over Schlumberger!!!! Since everything that I do nowadays keep remind me of my so-called glorious life in SLB!!!! And siap mimpi-mimpi lagi....

I really need to get a new job and prove myself that there's so much more in this world besides SLB...

August 07, 2009

Demam...


Gambar nie amik kat umah Intan kat Manchester, konon habis lawa laaa pada aku....

Aberdeen sejuk, sangat sejuk kadang-kadang sampai mencecah tahap beku. Tapi sayang and Faheem OK jer duduk sana... Dekat KL yang panas dan berjerebu, H1N1 dan denggi yang sangat merisaukan nie, dua-dua demam. Sayang memang tumbang lah... Dekat ssebotol panadol ditelan, temperature still high, aroung 38-39degC... Nak reach 37degC pun payah. Yang Faheem lak, badan kejap OK, kejap panas, kejap dedar. Block nose and runny nose most of the time. Tapi aktif bukan main.... Dah 2 malam tak tidur, so, dengan aku lah tak tidur sekali... Yang sakitnya, langsung tak nak berenggang dari aku or taknak berletak.... Sakit gak laaa tangan aku sekarang melayankan si keci sorang nih...

Aku ada exam esok, apa pun tak study lagi.... huhuhu!!!!





Tengah berjinak-jinak dengan shutter speed, aperture & ISO... Hehehhe!!!!


August 05, 2009

Welcome Home...

Alhamdulillah, we finally safely landed on KLIA at around 5.30pm, 2-Aug-09. It's hard for me actually to believe that I'm not going back to Aberdeen anymore. That fact is hurting me a bit. It used to be my home.... But, life goes on... As I have too many things to say regarding my feeling, nothing comes up in a right word anyway...

I'm finally properly saying goodbye to beloved Aberdeen, the land where my precious been born. You definitely will be missed. Insya-Allah, panjang umur, murah rezeki, we'll be back!!! Don't know when though...


July 24, 2009

1st Attemp...




















Jalan-jalan kat Duthie Park... Sajer try... Takde ilmu apa pun, main belasah ambik jer....


July 22, 2009

Perihal Susu Ibu dan Macam-Macam Hal...

Aku dah officially sign surat cerai dengan SLB. Sekarang tengah tunggu decision diorang pasal shipment barang2 nak balik Malaysia dan tiket kami anak beranak. Perasaan aku? Memula, sedih, even 'ex-officemate' aku ada bagitau, you must be happy since you're no longer working with SLB. Tapi, aku sebenarnya agak sedih. Tapi, sekarang aku dah get over it. Aku yakin ada hikmah disebaliknya even aku langsung tak start buat resume pun lagi.... hahahahha!!!! Anyway, pagi tadi, bila aku berblog hopping, aku ada terbaca pasal breastfeed and orang yang tak breastfeed. Sebenarnya, masa aku still lagi pregnant, ada ex-colleague aku tanya, how do you plan to feed your baby since I plan to full BF?? And I was like (straightaway without further thinking, but just kept in my heart), it was not even an option!!! We Malaysian, we always BF our kids!!! Ditambah pulak dengan hospital dekat sini yang penuh poster siap dengan calculation to show that BF is not only very beneficial, but it also can save you lots of penny!!!!

Lepas tue, waktu raya tahun lepas, waktu Mar & Zali drop by kat Aberdeen, diorang pun bagitau BF laa anak nanti, sangat bagus n aku still tak rasa apa sebab aku langsung tak pernah fikir benda-benda macam ni. Macam orang Melayu yang tau, lunch makan nasik (yang perut pure nasik laaa) not an option to choose benda lain macam pasta ke roti ke...

Sampai laaa aku terbaca kat Harian Metro tak lama lepas tu yang hanya 14% rakyat Malaysia yang menyusukankan anak.... Seriously, kenyataan ini sangat mengejutkan aku sebab aku dengan bangganya menegaskan yang rakyat Malaysia memang menyusukan anak...

Setelah aku buat research sedikit sebanyak, ini kesimpulan yang aku dapat; kebanyakan rakyat Malaysia hanya menyusukan anak pada waktu pantang, iaitu lebih kurang 2 bulan, malahan pada bulan kedua, susu formula telah diperkenalkan kepada bayi mereka secara berperingkat. Keadaan ini adalah sejajar dengan cuti bersalin untuk kebanyakan ibu yang bekerja hanyalah 2 bulan. Berbanding di UK, kempen penysuan ibu secara ekslusif boleh dijalankan secara meluas kerana cuti bersalin di sini ialah sepanjang 6 bulan.

So, aku sangat bersyukur aku cuti secara full paid 6 bulan, jadi aku memang berpeluang susukan anak aku. Itupun aku agak kantoi sebab aku start kenalkan anak aku solid food bila dia baru 4 setengah bulan, sebab mula-mula aku plan nak tinggalkan anak aku kat Malaysia. Tapi tak jadi sebab tak sampai hati dan Alhamdulillah, aku hilang kerja, so, aku still boleh susukan anak aku.... Dulu bila baru balik sini, aku kerja 2 minggu, berusaha gak laaa aku yang pemalas ni untuk perah susu. Kadang-kadang tak cukup pun yang aku tinggalkan, nasib baik dia dah 6 bulan lebih and dah boleh makan solid food.

Aku cuma berharap, untuk anak-anak aku yang lain, aku akan ada duit yang cukup so, kalau pun aku cuma cuti 2 bulan untuk bersalin, aku boleh tambah lagi 4 bulan cuti tanpa gaji untuk jaga anak aku betul-betul. Aku jugak berharap yang aku dapat susukan anak aku sampai diorang genap 2 tahun bagi menyempurnakan sunnah... Amin....

Oklah, cukup-cukup pasal BF... last pergi tengok Harry Potter kat Vue. Honestly, agak kureng sebab tak banyak action, lawak pun kurang... Nie wayang yang kedua Faheem tengok. First, Upin & Ipin kat Malaysia. Alhamdulillah, dia tak banyak ragam.... Yup, kitorang memang parents yang gila... siap bawak anak gi wayang, karaoke, bercuti etc. Tapi, takdelah selalu pun, aku pun tau laaa limit bila dah ada anak....

Weekend nie pulak nak gi Manchester, nak shopping sikit sebelum balik Malaysia. Hopefully, everything will go smooth...

July 12, 2009

27 and....

Yesterday at 4.43am (GMT +8.00) I was officially 27.

My achievement.... Let me say it out loud.... 27 and JOBLESS!!!! YUP.... I'm jobless!!! For the 1st time in my life since I was 19...

When I was 19, I work as sales person, then I enter UNITEN to further my degree program. When I was on my 3rd year, I need more money for the rent, car and cheap clothes, so I worked at TGV KLCC, then when I was on my final year, I did 2 jobs, TGV KLCC and tuition for the needy students. The minute I finished my final exam paper during my glorious UNITEN years, i already knew that I'm gonna work for Schlumberger. Since the paperwork + interview was taking forever, I managed to stay at home for 1++ months but my mak was already screaming about me lazying around at house while other people already have their so called career!!!

Then, just after I agreed to work with the big blue, knowing the paperwork will taking forever, I ddecided to work at SONY EMCS Bangi as Design Engineer. Anyway, I need money to buy proper kebaya or dress for convocation (which end up sayang yang bayarkan since it cost me RM300 and it just to much money for me at the time, with my RM 1900 salary after tax, with duit makan, tol, minyak, kereta etc...), make-up, nak raya lagi, and I suddenly decided to engaged my sayang.... So, when I finally flew to Paris, I was penniless!!! Mak and ayah had to gave me RM1000 (aroung EUR200+) as duit belanja since I was broke!!! But after that, my life started to change bit by bit. Money was no longer a big issue (even like orang melayu cakap, besar periuk, makin besar kerak meaning duit mmemang tak pernah cukup!!!). I even managed to save 'some' money after 1 and half year working for house down payment and my big day!!! Hmm... Then, I started to be friends with Coach, Nine West, Bally, MAC, Bobby Brown etc... So, even money was no longer a big issues, my saving is so down to the drain.... Skip the few years boring stories, I'M NOW OFFICIALLY JOBLESS!!! Well said then....

On the positive sides, I'm kinda lucky that I'm not yet broke and penniless (maybe in few months time!!!), I have one handsome boy as my investment later on if I die... Amin!!! Faheem tolong doakan Mummy banyak-banyak yea...??? I have another handsome big boy that always drive me crazy, yet I just love him every moment of my life and I have 24hours for my 2 handsome boys.... So, I'm HAPPY!!!!

So, note for myself, HAPPY 27 BIRTHDAY and be thankful of everything that I have and don't cry for things that I don't have....


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